"Minsan talaga, gano'n."

Minsan nga naman talaga, 'yun lang ang tanging maiisip mong idahilan sa mga bagay bagay na hindi mo maintindihan. Sa mga ganoong pagkakataon, ano pa nga ba ang pwedeng sabihin? Hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay kailangang maintindihan ang bawat detalye ng mga pangyayari, minsan, mas masaya na hayaan na lang natin na dumating unti-unti ang mga dahilan, nang hindi hinahanap, nang hindi pinipilit.

let me daldal *conyo mode*

I watched Wala na bang Pag-ibig this morning. Yesss!!! It's one of my favorite teeny bopper movies ever! Oh but it's not such a teeny bopper movie. Not teeny bopper gimik level. Teeny bopper wala na bang pag-ibig level. Oh whatever. Basta, ang point ko lang naman eh natuwa talaga ko. Nanonood ng talk show churvaloo si Atchi Rose nang mag commercial at nag channel surf siya. Nagcocomputer ako nun, updating my Friendster Layout. Hayun narinig ko na, "Gemma..." sabi ni Bobby Andrews (with that voice that I knew by heart because of his gazillion shows nung hindi pa siya laos). At narealize ko na ANAKNGSIOPAO I LOOOOVVVVE THAT MOVIE! So sabi ko kay Atchi Rose, "atchi rose!!! alben ke pa neh!" and she was like, "buri me ba yan??magcomputer ka eh!" at ako naman eh "ok mu!!!wa buri ke!!!! kalwat ku neng ali alben yan alben ku neh alben ku neh!!!" and so, ayun. ANG SAYA SAYA!!! :D

Pag sembreak nga naman bumababaw kaligayahan ko. Nabadtrip nga ko kanina dahil walang dessert. WALANG TASTY, WALANG SAGING, WALANG CHOCOLATE, WALANG KAHIT ANONG MATAMIS. Kaya pinagtyagaan ko yung pandesal na lasang styro. I swear, I'm gonna buy ice cream tomorrow. Pagkain na nga lang pinakakaligayahan ko ngayong sembreak (oh okay, palagi) idedeprive pa nila ko :( Pero infairness para nga kong kakatayin (except for the absence of dessert) sa sarap ng mga niluluto ni Atchi Rose. Kagabi, ihaw na pork, kaninang lunch sinigang na bangus, ngayong gabi adobong may itlog AHLAVEEEET!!! At I know in my heart na payat ako, kaya pwede akong kumain nang kumain kiber sa mga magsasabi sa pasukan na, "Jill, tumaba ka!" at malayo pa naman yon at masarap ang pagkain dito at naka 1.25 ako sa malikhaing pagsulat kaya hindi ko na muna iisipin ang magiging puna sa aking physical state sa pasukan.

For the nth time, I watched Bata bata. I have a CD of it because it was the movie I chose in 4th year high school for the movie review in Filipino. At that time, I really wasn't able to appreciate the story much, even when I made a review of it I just bluffed my way through it and filled it with pictures and all and I still got a 40/40 what the heck do you expect it's highschool. Oh well. So there, I watched it again this morning, because I was in the mood to cry and I wasn't disappointed. I cried buckets of tears, especially because I am now undergoing emotional turmoil. Bwaha! Oh whatever. I just looove how Vilma Santos portrayed the role of Lea Bustamante. And I love love love her scenes with Ariel Rivera, who played Raffy de Lara especially when they saw each other for the first time since they separated and the song "Kamusta ka, ikaw ay walang pinag-iba.. ganyan ka rin nung tayo ay huling nagkita.." was playing from the radio hayyy <3 It was such a sad sad scene. And even if my favorite quote from the book (Palagay ko'y maaalala kita hanggang sa huli ng buhay ko. Maski magkita pa tayo sa isang panahon na pareho ng puti ang buhok natin, isang tingin sa 'yo at makikilala na kita kaagad) wasn't in the movie, there were still a lot of really quotable quotes, "p_____ina gawin mong manok!" "sabi ni nanay ang totoo hindi kinakahiya!" "bakit ka nagpaiwan, kahit umalis ako?..bakit ka umalis, kahit nagpaiwan ako?" Sheeeesh. It's so easy to fall in love with a movie like that. It's such a heartbreaking movie in a way that I really can't explain. Basta panoorin mo, it'll be such a good movie to spend 2 hours on. :)

"In a world of ambiguity, this kind of certainty comes only once and never again, no matter how many lifetimes you live." -Robert Kincaid

This..
This is not going to happen again
And I'd be a fool to let this pass
A fool to not let this last

Yet it's as if you don't mind
That this thing that's taken over my mind
And our lives
Is slowly leaving..

Traces and memories
Never coming close to the real thing
But soon, they'll be all that I'll have..
Nothing more..

And if you leave,
Memories are all that I'll want
And nothing more
Memories are what I will live for

For this, this will never happen again
Not with someone else
I don't want this with someone else
Definitely not..

Since i have six upcoming exam and three papers due in the next few days, i will... PROCRASTINATE. =))

After this blog entry, I promise, I'm gonna hit the books. Dang! My Polsci14 exam was moved to the same day of my Polsci11 exam. Which is.. good? Ugh. And I just learned that we'll still have an oral exam in Italian. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! I'll be glad when the sem's finally over. Hahahaha. I thought that this is gonna be my last week already but no! I still have two exams on monday, one on tuesday, and one on friday, next week. :(

And oh, the PAIN... three days after the FINAL RITES, MY MUSCLES ARE STILL SCREAMING IN PAIN. I can't even change my shirt without wincing in pain. Huhuhuhu. I don't want to take medicine anymore because I think I'm getting immune to it. But anyway, I'm just glad that the FR is finally OVER! It means that I am now a member *kilig!* oh okay, an UNINDUCTED MEMBER. hahahaha.

This morning, I woke up and my first thoughts were of what I will be eating today. MCDO MCDO! Then I looked at my phone and saw that it's already 10am. BREAKFAST WILL ONLY BE SERVED FOR 30 MORE MINUTES. and so as fast as i could, i took a bath, and hurried to McDonald's which is a two minute walk from my boarding house. YIPEEEE!! RIGHT ON TIME! :) all i need is two pancakes and a sausage mcmuffin to make my day ^_^ hahaha!

So this is such a pointless post. I really wanna go to UP today to see my friends but I KNOW I HAVE TO REVIEW. Okay. Bye Chito, halloooo HEYWOOD! ^_^

"if you remember me, i don't care if everyone else forgets."
-kafka on the shore

thank you. thank you for always listening to me, for keeping my secrets, for caring enough to ask how i've been.. thank you for feeling that five days of us not talking is a long time already, for i felt the same way too, i just didn't know how to articulate it. five days of not spending time with you felt like years- for i now have this need to talk to you about every little thing that's bothering me, not only because i know i can trust you but also because i know you understand. time surely isn't the measure of how strong a bond is, for i've known you only for a little while yet i feel like you're now one of the persons who know me best. thank you for not making me feel like an idiot when i pour my heart out to you, when i tell you things that bother me, when i cry in front of you.. thank you for always having the right words to say, and for saying them at the exact right time that i need to hear them. thank you for always having the right "hirits" that make me burst out laughing even on times that i don't even feel like smiling. i'll always be grateful to the times that you shared with me your thoughts, your experiences, your learnings. thank you for singing to/with/for me, especially the old songs that i love so much. thank you for dancing with me our corny dance, even when there are a lot of people around. thank you for always, always getting what i mean. our wavelengths match so well that i think, at times, you know me better than i know myself. thank you for always siding with me- and since you're one of the most honest persons that i know- i know that we think alike, we laugh at the same jokes, hate the same people (hahaha!) and feel the same way about a lot of things... we share the same opinion on the randomest of things, and i couldn't say the same for a lot of people. thank you, thank you for the oh so unexpected friendship. thank you for the little gestures that make my heart swell. thank you for the thoughtfulness and for always defending me. i don't know how far we've come, but what i do know is that if this keeps on, we're destined for an endless number of miles ahead.. boy am i psyched! :) ..i won't make this long.. i'm just really grateful, and you're one of the best blessings to come my way. i've been praying for a bestfriend for a long time, and i think God has answered me now. :)

masayang magpapicture sa matigas na mascot.
(ay. statwa pala.)


sa susunod, si jollibee naman. :p