met up with suyen and winsly at ust last week.. tumaba sila (sorry friends, your secret's out)! milagro! before, it was always like, "ah, si suyen/winsly, yung payat?" but now, at least, their weight is a bit closer to mine (not a two digit gap anymore!) haha! i missed them soooooo much! tuwang tuwa talaga ko nung nakita ko sila, kahit ang una nilang sabi sa kin eh "jill! metaba ka!" nako! para namang di ko alam. hehe. sana talaga malapit na lang ang peyups sa ust. i really need and want constant, regular meet ups with them.. just cause. and now, i just realized.. we've been friends for 11 years! (and now i'm close to tears.. haha!) thank God for SUYEN and WINSLY (and Gi, mishu girl) you girls are three of the best blessings ever. :)
and.. polsci boy. finally, i now know his last name. and so, i was able to friendster-stalk him. (cheers cheers!) danggit! a little part of me was hoping that he's gay just so i'd stop crushing on him. pero.. guy talaga. haiii. and he's so old! kala ko pa naman freshie lang siya. anyway, andami ko nang alam about him, but his achievements are not the reason why i want to know him more.. it's his cheeriness. he's like.. in love with life or something. he laughs at things that won't even to induce smiles from most people. and when he laughs, haiii. ayminlab^_^
ML (movement life)! ang saya kagabi, sa sunken garden yung ml. imagine, at 7pm, we were at the middle of the sunken garden (amidst couples kissing-eww) singing songs of praise to God.. with lights coming from passing vehicles, the moon and the stars.. it was amazing. :)
i still haven't decided about my application to up aguman. maybe after tuesday's acquaintance party, i'll be able to make up my mind. i'm just not sure if i can make time for it, and i don't want to prioritize the app process over dg (discipleship group) with ate char and co.
everyday, surprises come my way. a lot of things are out of my control, and i could spend all my time worrying about all the bad things that could happen- or, i could entrust my life to God, and live my life for Him- after all, Jesus didn't die on the cross to save me just for me to spend my life worrying about things that are in His control :) as the song goes.. "God is too wise to be mistaken, God is too good to be unkind.. when you don't understand, when you don't see His plans, when you can't trace His hands, trust His heart." :)
